interesting experience
maybe not a second time, though.

i watched a movie alone.

i was too bored and feeling too boring to call anybody (i'm pretty sure i'll have people watch with me if i asked) so i did it. the whole experience was great save the tics-buying part. i tried to sound as chirpy as i could but it fell flat like a prata.

the cashier, with her judgemental eyes (or so i feel), asked some questions which i was pretty sure was discriminatory of my lonesome self. why did she have to ask me if i was buying the 2.10pm show when it was 2.08pm when i bought it? she could be thinking that i was buying tickets for a LATER show because i have to wait for my friends (who might be late); which is not the case! it was an extremely lone-ist question and i have half a mind to lodge a complaint.

or maybe i was thinking a tad too much.
or maybe not!

she made me choose a seat! why would she do that?! was that on purpose to show me the lonesome seat amidst all the group seating arrangements? she should have known i would love the middle, slightly top but not too top, at least 3 seats away from the next person seat! SHE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!

i was forged in such unforgiving gazes of those people.

or maybe, i am just going a little berserk from the heat.