i know i've got to face it somehow
the giants and i.

i just finished watching "Facing the Giants". it is a christian production that a friend bought for my birthday. the thing about this is that: i have already watch it before and it would not make sense for me to watch it again. i was thinking i'll let it collect dust somewhere.

but today, for some out of the world reason, i picked it up and decided i was bored enough to watch it again instead of doing my assignments, finishing my piling ove stuffs etc. well at least it was more interesting, that's for sure. the show is around 1.5hours and no, i am not exaggerating, i teared for the entire 1.5hours straight. i was reminded of how God spoke to me through this film a year ago when i was in china. that day, i received news that i didn't make it to nus fass. the Lord promised that He would walk me through life's difficulties; and that He would give me the strength to face the giants in my life.

as i was watching the show today, i couldn't help but be reminded that the Lord who spoke to me a year ago is still the God today. i was so comforted by the show (and so swollen from crying)! facing the giants isn't just relying on your own efforts and strength; it is truly about how God works in our lives and our midst. i am so grateful that i had nothing to do on a friday afternoon and decided to use this to end my misery; and yes, it didn't just end my afternoon misery, it ended an entire month of misery since school started.

thank God we have God (especially when you are in ntu).