i need my dose of cheesecake.
RIGHT NOW

i have a deep and unsatisfied craving for CHEESECAKE. it has been going on for some days and it is still unfulfilled and i am left discontented. contrary to belief, a craving is not an irrational or illogical issue that plagues a female being. i know of boy(s) who associate a girl's uncontrollable craving as a feminine trait and of course, like how we are always misunderstood, one that is irrational. let me clarify it once and for all, it is not irrational.

my craving for cheesecake can be completely rationalized.

firstly, i have always had a sweet tooth and even if i don't have a craving now, i will still want to have a cheesecake after a sumptuous meal of savoury content. it is not the matter of the moment, but more of the desire of having something i know can satisfy and deliver. i know a good cheesecake won't fail to do so.

secondly, cheesecake is a marvellous dessert! the creamy texture and smooth consistency of every mouthful of a reputable cheesecake is simply irresistable. i love it especially when the graham crust breaks between your pearlies and as it lands on your salivating tongue, melts into inexplicable sensation. the classic cheesecake is the perfect answer for my palate anytime!

thirdly, i have been resisting this craving for the past few days. so, if i haven't done anything stupid (i.e go online to buy overpriced, overrated cheesecake/ spend a big bomb on different types of cheesecake/ fix the oven at home in order to bake one), you can totally trust that my craving is a rational (and peaceful) one.

lastly, the very fact that i can put my craving down in words speak for itself. by blogging about it, i have allowed my body to go from the "controllable-and-going-strong" stage to the "controllable-but-body-in-state-of-confusion" stage. i have allowed my very senses to face the compelling powers of a cheesecake and of course, emerged victorious (because if i didn't, you wouldn't have seen this post; i would have probably thrown the laptop to the wall, stamped on it, hurled verbal abuses at the cheesecake pictures i have been indulging in and burned the remnants of this laptop).

my need for a cheesecake to satisfy a certain urge and longing is totally lucid. it is certainly sane and it is one that is not running on absurd wants and foolish daydreams. my serious craving needs to be satisfied because i want it to be satisfied, it is as simple as this. rational, very rational to the core of our understanding.

but you know what, i actually don't care whether it is rational or not now. AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK IT'S A GIRLS' THING! I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK MY CRAVING IS RIDICULOUSLY IRRATIONAL AND SILLY! I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK I AM CRAZY AND WILD FOR WANTING A CHEESECAKE SO, SO, SO, SO BADLY! I KNOW IF I DON'T GET IT SOON, I AM GOING TO INFLICT SOME SERIOUS AND ZANY HARM ON SOMETHING/SOMEONE!!!! I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!

JUST PLEASE GIVE ME A CHEESECAKE NOW, I MEAN IT.



RIGHT NOW.