BOO BOO x2!
other than:
1. wetting my bed at 16
2. slipping over vomit
3. sleeping on a stranger's shoulders when i slept on the train
4. wearing my shirt inside out
5. mistaking people (many!) for my friends
6. hanging out at ps with my invisible boyfriend, jack (now deceased, taken over by john)
7. accidentally squirting gold gel on someone's WHITE shirt
8. saying "engrish", "lomantic", "segret" (try engrish majeer)
9. peeing in the lift (and the drama after that!) when i was 7
10. winning the best TAF member in pri sch

i have never quite embarrassed myself, haven't i?!


BUT I TOTALLY EMBARRASSED MYSELF JUST NOW!
not once but twice! best lah, best lah.

i thought i had the most amazing experience on piano for 2040 service and was feeling gleeful. then i had this premonition that i would screw up for doxology. then i started fingering it on piano (cheri can totally vouch for it!) practicing while sp did the house matters. well, guess what?

I SCREWED UP DOXOLOGY.
best lah, best lah.

what's next. i sang for the special service (how would i know such things can spill over one another!!!!) and thought it to be quite good since the whole thing was about to end. and when we were singing the last song for worship, i THOUGHT i saw the chorus sign put up. guess i was WRONG when the other 3 vocalists were singing the verse!

I SCREWED UP SINGING!
best lah, best lah.

i know it's horrible to say it: but i felt joyful and peaceful throughout the entire boo boos. not because it's fun disrupting worship and appear garish in the face of good music but because i know that i am so inadequate. there is also a knowing that my mistake will not hamper the great work of God.

i feel annoyed but i am secretly confident that i will still do it ten times over for God.
yeah, i'll still do it for God.